do i love her/?/?????

i keep asking myself whether i love her and this is the result i get.......


i love her....i love her more than yesterday but not as much as tomorrow n if i can hv one dance with you.i'll play a song that lasst forever..you're all im living for n when im with you,i dunt hv to pretend to be happy cos u make me feel happy n depp down,i cant live without u,true love is in the heart of the beloved........the reason y i noe what love is,is because of u....theres no place i'd rather be than with you,everytime i look at my keyboard,i always see that U and I are always together,i close my eyes and all i see is you......trust me when i say i love you because i will always mean it....i dont want to dream of u,i wanna be with you but i guess tts nvr gonna happen,but maybe one day tt dream will come true,it's all i want,to be wit u....u r my heaven on earth,u can fall from the sky,u can fall from a tree but the best wa to fall is in love....i'll always love you forever.....you turn my black roses red again,n when u smile,i melt inside..you commited the perfect crime by stealing my heart n no matter how u feel,love will always light the waya teardrop is insignificant in a pool of water but it can touch the soul as it runs down someone's face.....meeting u was fate,becoming ur frewn was a choice but falling in love wif u was totally out of my control......i seem to hv a problem,i think i've lost my heart,i cant find it anywhere,it's like i'm searching in the dark,i was beginning to panic,wondering wat to do,but then i remembered i gave ot to u.......i could fill a thousand pages telling u how i feel but still u would not understand,so now i leave you without a sound except my heart shattering as it hit's the ground n after all this,i'm so confused,im still not sure how i feel about u, i still dun know if u ever cried over me lyk i cried over u but the one thing im certain of is tt i will nvr find another u.......there will nvr be a love quote that explains how much u mean to me,nvr a song that truly hit's the spot ,not enough words to tell u how i feel cos u'r too perfect n if u ever be in my arms,it's the place i want u to be n i can honestly say it's the only place i ever want u to be....i'll be there when the rest of the world walks out,i'll answer to ur call at 2 in the morning when no one else is awake,i'll hold ur hand if it'll put smile on ur face bcos i am ur everything n to me u r even more....where my future leads i dont know but if u'r not there,i donwan to go......i love the way u look at me when i say something stupid ,it's like you're about to get mad,but then all of a sudden you smile,i could be the most hated person in the world but that'll be okay as long as i hv u........it's hard to wait around for something you know will never happen but its harder to stop when u know it's all you ever wanted.......

love????

when u r in love n u get hurt,its lyk a cut,it will heal but there would always be a scar.......everytime im stress,she made me feel as if she can change the world for me but now whatever happens to me,she is nvr there...you can close ur eyes to things u dun wanna see but u cant close ur heart to things u dun wan to feel.........when i see ur smile n i noe its not 4 me,tt is when i will miss u the most,i miss u a little,i guess u could say,a little to much,little to often,a little more each day.i dont hv to be ur first love but i do wan to be ur last..a million words will not bring u to me ,i noe because i tried,a million tears will not bring u to me, i noe because i cried....love doesnt make the world go round but it makes the ride worthwhile....some of us think holding on makes us strong but actually wad makes us strong is letting go..................

its funny,most ppl can be around someone n gradually begin to love them n nvr noe exactly when it happened........its very hard to tell ur mind to stop loving someone when ur heart still does..love that wecannot hv is the one tt last the longest,hurts the deerest n feel the strongest...i keep telling myself tt i dont miss u n i dont love u hoping that one day i'll believe it...a break up is lyk a broken mirror.it is better to hv it broken than hurting urself trying to fix it...love is when u can not stop looking at her even is she nvr look back.....if i had to choose between loving u n breathing,i would use my last breath telling u tt "i love you"..................

the sparkle in ur eyes put the stars to shame.....it takes a lifetime to find someone but only a moment to love them...how can u be friends wif someone when u see them,u want them even more ..love is not finding someone to live wif but finding someone u cant live without....

wad was i doin????

i was matching a star to each thing i love about u!i was doin great until i ran out of stars.and when i was doin tt,i realized tt the shortest word i knew was "I",the sweetest word i knew was "love"n the one i'll nvr forget is "you".ppl tell me to forget u but trying to forget u is lyk trying 2 forget someone u nvr knew.my heart aches every hour,everyday but when u r there,all the pain goes away...In a room full of ppl,u r the first one i look for..anyone can make u smile,many can make u cry but it takes a special someone to make u smile wif tears in you eyes..i always wonder wad u r thinking when u look at me n smile..and i dunt think u noe how easily u make me smile and wad is weird is tt im afraid to lose u even when u r not mine n i swear to god,i rip my heart out if you say you'd be impressed.i want to be the reason to make u smile.............................................<33333333

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haix.....x2

everyone has alot of wishes in their life but if u hv to make 3 wishes..wad will it be....for me i will wish for a closer family,a good relationship n a normal life but i noe tt it all is nvr going to happen cos lyk i said FatahIsHated by everyone n ppl hu care,i appretiate tt but i always noe tt wad is done is done n i cant change it...................how the hell im i goona hv a cloeser family?????or a good realtionship???????????????to top all of tt ,i can nvr hv a normal life

every time i joke around at school,i always keep teling myself tt it is not the real me n i wanna stop but there is always one thing tt keep me doing it n it is the smile on my "friends" face................

i have always been loving her.......

if i could hold a star 4 evry time u smile,i would hv to hold the whole night sky at the palm of my hand.......some ppl say u only fall in love once but everytime i hear ur voice ,i fall in love over and over again...u noe u r in love when the hardest thing is to say goodbye..if u cant get someone out of ur head then maybe they are suppose to be kept inside...loving u is lyk breathing,how can i stop????i m jealous for every boy that hug u cos for tt moment,they had my whole world in their hands....i believe in love lyk i believe in god,u cant touch it or see it but u can feel its warth....when i see her i get a sick feeling in my stomach but its the sick feeling i love to feel............i get the best feeling in the world when u say hi or just smile cos i noe for a second,it crossed my mind.......n the worst way to miss someone is to hv them sitting right next to u but u can nvr have them.......should i smile cos we r friends or cry cos tts all we will ever be????we come to love,not by finding someone perfect but learning to love a imperfect person perfectly...the spaces between ur fingers were made so another person could fill them...........i once caught myself smiling 4 no reason when i realize i was thinking of u..............onced i dropped a tear into the ocean,the day i find it will be the day i stop loving u......................you noe u r in love when u dont want to sleep coz u noe ur life is better than a dream

haix

writting this type of things always calms me down!!!


there is a fine line between crush n love.....
every time when i get home,i go straight to the computer and look at ur away messages hoping u will tell me u love me....you r the kind of gurl hu slit my throat and wif my last breath,i apologize 4 getting blood on ur shirt...every love song makes me wanna cry cos every love song reminds me of u...love is lyk playing the piano,first u play by the rulez then u 4get the rulez and play by ur heart,sometimes i wonder whether life is really worth it then i look at ur smile n i know it is.....if u love somebody,u should let them go n if they return,they were urs all along but if they dont,they nvr were..i noe it hurts n it makes u frown but u shouldn't be frowning cos u nvr noe hu might fall in love wif ur smile....to the world u may be one person but to the one person, u may be the world,sometimes someone can say something small tt can fit into the big empty space in ur heart...if u love someone u must nvr put their name in a heart but u should put it in a circle because a heart can be broken but a circle goes on forever........so i really wanna let her go but keep a small part of her in my heart...........